Okay , now would be the latest one post and my blog is officially open to everyone ..
*bajet before this nak private sangat
Never mind , ignore that !
Hm .. well , as you guys could see , my previous posts .. those were years ago ..
ya .. that's me . Used to be .
It's been 2 years
Yeah , of course , nak jugak jadi mcm dulu balik ..
tak dinafikan , kadang - kadang rasa regret masuk Seseri ada .
Yeah , undergo modernisation and urbanisation such now ..
Untuk difikirkan again , that's what we called it UJIAN .
HE tested me by 'campaking' me to that school , out of the whole world , where we , Seserian , from all pelusuk Malaysia , met there , to learn more about life , hardship , friendship and segala ship yang ada .. but in the same time , HE asked me to remember HIM , and to know HIM more .
Hm .. Allah , I am sorry that I could not feel You the way I felt YOUR presence before ,
I am sorry that I am just like this , being such a jerk at home ,
doing all the things that actually wasting my time rather than what I actually thought of 'mengisi masa lapang' .
I am sorry for saying that I am bored , but in the same time , I don't want to read Al Quran
I am sorry for saying that I am bored , but actually I just can google about Islam and read quietly
I am sorry for saying that I am bored , while my mother is busy cooking alone in the kitchen
I am sorry for saying that I am bored , and then I'm texting my friends and said "weh korang . Bosannya hidup!"
I am very very sorry for saying that I am bored , don't know what to do , and I end up ...watching Korean Drama ..
Life is funny . Life laughs at us when we said we're bored .
Hm , dear myself .. How old are you ?
Why you're thinking that you've so much time till you can actually saying that you're bored ?
..............................................................................*deep thinking .........................................................
- Re-think . And change for good ..
Allah Is Always Waiting .....
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